Looking
back on it now, I can see it was instant. the second we locked eyes. Boom. Just
like that. the me I had spent a lifetime perfecting began its disintegration
from that moment. And despite the carnage it brought to all our lives, I still
don't regret it.
What
would you risk to be with the love of your life? And what if your soul mate is
the one who will destroy you?
Mel is
living the dream. She's a successful GP, married to a charming anaesthetist and
raising a beautiful family in their plush home in Perth. But when she boards a
flight to Melbourne, she meets Matt and her picture perfect Stepford life
unravels as she falls in love for the first time ever.
I
knew within minutes of meeting him I was in deep, deep trouble. The power of my
attraction to him blindsided me. For well over a decade I’d seen other men as
nothing more than moving shadows, their features indistinct. But the intensity
of his coffee-coloured eyes was impossible to ignore.
When
he inadvertently confessed he found me beautiful, I felt the guilty pleasure of
my stomach sink. His baffling desire for me made it a struggle to maintain my composure.
It took all my self-control not to physically respond to him in the way my body
yearned to, and that terrified me.
It
was his eyes that undid me. Nobody had ever stared into me the way he did, as
if he was hungry for me. And I craved him strongly in return.
I
was shamefully turned on by how young he was. There was a raw masculine edge to
his pale unshaven appearance. His tall, taut and lean body, with wild, curly
brown hair that fell over his eyes when he looked down, was so incredibly sexy.
I’d
never felt this physical about a man in my life, including Adam. And Adam was
no bridge troll. Any woman with a heartbeat could see how handsome Adam was. He
was built like a Greek god, thanks to his rigorous daily early morning routine
of running, surfing and weight training. His perpetual tan contrasted with his
sparkling light blue eyes, his smile was always wide and welcoming, and his
wavy blond hair, only just beginning to be speckled with grey.
Adam
was the object of much swooning from the staff at the hospital where he worked,
mothers at our children’s schools, and our friends alike. His wealth and
charming personality didn’t hurt him in that department either.
I
was considered by many far too lucky to have landed him, I was sure. I
definitely thought he looked great, especially when I compared him to my
friend’s husbands of a similar age who had succumbed to middle age with balding
heads and beer bellies. Occasionally, Adam would step out of the shower and it
would make me mildly excited, but those moments were few and far between.
Although
I was married to an Adonis, Greek gods had never been my type. On the flight, I
had discovered what my type very much was.
It
wasn’t just physically that Matt was the catalyst for my analysing Adam like
this.. He was so intense! I loved that. And it made me wish Adam was that
intense.
It
never ceased to amaze me how serious Adam was when it came to work and sport.
At home his constantly relaxed attitude infuriated me no end. It was something
I’d initially found charming about him; his easy jokey manner, so different
from my own. And he was a clown who made me laugh a lot. But somewhere on the
flight I realised that I wanted a side serve of passion with the pleasant.
It
was as if the blinkers were suddenly off and I realised I didn’t want my
husband the way I wanted a stranger on a plane.
Adam
was loud, extroverted, funny and immensely popular, typical of someone so
affable. He was gregarious without being obnoxious. Adam was Mr Likeable. His
unshakeable self-assurance and magnetism drew people to him. He had more
friends than he had time to spend with them. And he was always in a good mood
around me or anybody else. Always. If something played on his mind, he would
disappear for a few hours to play golf on his own or go run it out in the soft
sand, and then come home again, as smiley as ever. Always perfect.
On
occasion it drove me crazy, this perennial cheerfulness of his. But whenever I
complained about how unnatural it was, he told me to be grateful I wasn’t
married to a grumpy old bastard. And I would laugh and realise he was right.
Until now.
Matt
had shown more hurt, anger and frustration in a few hours than I’d seen from
Adam in years. And that turned me on more than anything. Everything about Matt
that was different to Adam turned me on. Whereas Adam managed to make new
friends going to the shops for milk, Matt had admitted he felt misunderstood by
most people he met and that, through choice, he could count his friends on one
hand. That turned me on.
Even
their voices were different. Adam had a deep and booming baritone with a
reassuring smoothness to it. The perfect doctor’s voice. Matt’s voice was low
and husky, bordering on raspy. He sounded as though he had either been partying
too hard or smoking too many cigarettes. It was the sexiest voice I’d ever
heard.
That
a man so dramatically different from my husband elicited such desire from me
was wrong. Of course I knew that. But somewhere mid-air between Perth and
Melbourne I was honest with myself about my feelings for Adam for the first
time. I had experienced niggles of doubt through the years, and sometimes those
niggles were annoyingly loud, but I had successfully shut them down. Adam’s
perfect, I would tell myself. He’s perfect. Be grateful. And that had worked
until I met Matt.
Tess Woods is a health professional who
lives in Perth, Australia with one husband, two children, one dog and one cat
who rules over all of them. Love at First Flight is her first novel.
When she isn't working or being a
personal assistant to her kids, Tess enjoys reading and all kinds of grannyish
pleasures like knitting, baking, drinking tea, watching Downton Abbey and
tending to the veggie patch.
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